im blogging!

wei lame sunnguh i never visit this page cause i donno how this thing work!

hhahah but now im kind of really bored and see whats new

hmmm nothing much but i donno if this is supposed to be a blog or what

but i dont think im sharing anything personal

hahah why should i

and whos asking anyway

yeah life have been okay for me

hmm really stress donno why 

hahaha but time fly and Ramadhan is finally here

the next thing you knew it,

its Syawal-HARI RAYA!

hmm see how time flies, hari raya meaning its going to be 

END OF THE YEAR

FINALLY 2011!

hmm im growing older and older what am i to do??

i wonder what im gonna be or whats there for me in the outside world.

woww this thing is really progressing i see.

and back to the future.

if im not working hard what am i to be??

urrghh dad is not well..

and trying his fucking hard to make ends meet for the family.

but how long can this thing last

with my fucking attitude, not knowing how to appreciate others and what i have.

i definately want to apologise to everyone

i know or may not know cause i definately as a human had done mistakes!

i know some are just too major till its a sin now!

oh ALLAH i pray for your forgiveness upon me in this holly month!

may u shine some light to the path im heading towards.

guide me through out and make me a better person

if this takes me to leave the people im close to so be it cause

theres no more mercy in the world after.

its going to be harder than counting sugar, or climbing everest in a day.

but its gonna take determination.

if this passage i wrote had touch others come lets all of us change for a better

the world is no more friendly, look signs are everywhere….

theres nothing else that you can do but get closer to the almighty.

i pray for the well being of all my brothers and sisters.

may this month lead you a better person and may those tragics moment thats

happening everywhere be an opening eye for all of us

AMIN

GOD BLESS! 

hahaha project runway comming in school

kene design mascot,but i think its kind of like project runway style

really excited hhopefully can win!

weee talk over the phone with gebo2!!

<3 we talk about the future and seriously very worried about it!

she doesnt want to think about it even!

and i ask her about us??

i seriously was scared to ask but finally gather those courage..

what are we having now??

i guess we both know but its just nit the time

its ok gebo2

how cute you are

hahah while waiting for gebo2 to call, i took my shower and thinking what song to sing to her.

this was what i sang to her…

hahaha

part of it cause i dont know those lyrics…

hmmm finally im gonna taste the feeling that i wanted for so long

its gonna be my first i guess.

i hope we could be together

love you gebo2

<3

way got dinner with dad today…

on the way dad talk about mom..

of her not having a purpose in her life..

too much more dad has said!!its just too hard to elaborate!

im really confused and upset

but you know what

YOU DECIDE WHAT YOU WANT IN LIFE!